Didn’t We Almost Have it All.

January 29, 2010

CRISTINA: “I am wearing the dress. I’m ready. And, and maybe I didn’t want to before. But I want to now. I really think I want this.”
PRESTON: “I really wish you didn’t think. I wish that you knew.”

PRESTON: “Cristina, I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you. I could promise to be there, in sickness and in health. I could say till death do us part. But I won’t. Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope. I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful. I am sure. I am steady. I’m a heart man. Take ’em apart, put ’em back together, hold them in my hands. I am a heart man. So this, I am sure. You are my partner. My lover. My very best friend. My heart. My heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this. I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands, I promise you… me.”

MEREDITH: “Stop whining. This is your wedding day. You will got on that aisle. You will get married! If I have to kick your ass every step of the way to get you there. You will walk down the aisle and you will get married. Do you hear me Cristina? We need this. We need you to get your happy ending.”

MEREDITH: “If you want to break up with me, so that you can see other women, just do it. Don’t tell me you met another woman. Just end it, if that’s what you want.”
DEREK: “I can’t.”
MEREDITH: “Sure you can, here’s how it goes. Meredith, I don’t want to see you anymore. Meredith, I don’t love you anymore.”
DEREK: “Meredith, I do love you. Don’t you see? Don’t you understand? You’re the love of my life. I can’t leave you. But you’re constantly leaving me. You walk away when you want, you come back when you want. Not everyone, not your friends, but you leave me. So, I’m asking you, if you don’t see a future with us. Please… please just end it because I’m in it. Put me out of my misery.”
MEREDITH: “I… I can’t. Christina’s getting married. I have to go… to make sure she’s getting married.”
DEREK: “Meredith?
MEREDITH: “I really need to make sure she gets down that aisle.”
DEREK: “Let’s go, we’re running late.”

PRESTON: “I’m up there waiting for you to come down the aisle and…I know you don’t want to come. If I loved you, I wouldn’t be up there waiting for you. I would be letting you go.”


Paper Airplane.

January 29, 2010

I had a conversation with the ocean
I shared a little whisper with the stars
I wrote a letter on a folded paper airplane
Hoping it would find a way to your heart

It seems as miles get longer every day.
And the scent of your perfume ain’t as strong, no.
But every day away it gets closer to the day we meet again, oh what a day, oh what a day.

Darling we belong.
Distance only makes this love twice as strong.
Over and over again I fall in love like the first time.
Fly away with me.
There’s so much of the world we have yet to see.
No one can stand between us it’s just you and me.

In love, oh in love.
In love.

I’ve seen a thing or two within this blessed lifetime.
Never thought something like this would come my way.
But you came into my life, unexpectedly.
You came from miles away, you came from the bay.
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It’s funny what you find when you come looking
I’m loving you just smackdab in my face.
Boy you have my heart, no matter how far.
I’m a dream away, so best believe one day.

Oh you, I must see the lightning.
You turn everything so wonderful.
Hope is when, I’ve come and done, I couldn’t see the sun.
Your love keeps me still.
And every moment when I think of you my soul feels so brand new. And the one I’d be longing for. (I’d be longing for)

Over and over again. Come fly with me come fly with me. Doop de doop doop…
There so much of, there’s so much more.
You and me eternally forever and always be.
So in love in love in love in love.
Six thousand miles away, one day we could finally say we’ve made it.
Letter on a folded paper airplane hoping it will find it’s way…


It’s okay to be sad.

January 28, 2010

It really is okay to be sad.There’s no reason to wear a goofy smiley face to convince the world that you are just fine.You need to give this a chance to sink in and to become real to you .That may take a day or a weekend or even a week.Right now,the only person that matters is you.If you keep what youre feeling bottled up inside,you will not be able to start your healing process..So let it out,and dont be afraid to feel.

Pull your knees into your chest and wrap your arms around them tightly to keep you from falling apart.Then slowly let them go.You will find that with your feet spread out infront of you,with your limbs free and flowing ,you are still whole.

This part of the acceptance,the realization that this relationship has come to an end–and miraculously,you are still alive.

The goofy smiley face,however is NOT optional if by chance you run into your ex.Then a smiley face becomes essential in order to reinforce the fact that you are fine WITHOUT HIM.


I’m the one that jaded you.

January 28, 2010

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